SIGNS

You are Worth It.

HELLO! :D

I wanted to talk to you about life.
More importantly,
YOUR LIFE.

I know some of you are going through rough times.
Maybe a bad relationship.
Maybe you're confused or unsure.
Having a hard time at home.
School or work is stressing you out.
Get high pressure from your parents.
Or, maybe you are just sad.
I want you to know,
YOU ARE NOT ALONE!
It's okay.
Feeling sad or lonely is normal.
Everyone gets down. Has bad days.
But if you ever get to the point that you want to end your life, DON'T!

There are so many people who love you.
So many people who would be devastated if you left.
You're beautiful/handsome.
You're talented, smart and kind.
You are truly amazing.
You deserve to see beauty in the world.
It may seem dark and sad now but it won't always.
Taking your life is a permanent end to a temporary problem.
You may not think I know what you are going through.
But I do.
I was once in your shoes.
I used to feel the same way.
But things got better for me and they will for you too.
It does get better.
Don't take away your chance to be truly amazing.
Keep being strong over come this.
And if you feel like you can't take it anymore,
If it gets too much to handle alone,
Please know you don't have to be.
Because, I will be here.
Whenever you get lost, i'll help you to find your way back.
Even at 3 am, I will be here.
I won't give up on you ever.
Someday, you will look back on this time and remember you've became stronger and wiser.
You'll see how it helped you grow and mature.
And maybe someday you'll be able to help someone going through the same thing.
This is just one bump in the very long path you have yet to travel.
Don't give up. You're worth it!

Anak Panah

Tuhan memang Maha Sempurna, Ia menciptakan segala sesuatu dalam bentuk yang jelas dan pasti.

Hanya ada dua kutub di dunia, utara dan selatan.
Hanya ada dua sifat di dunia, baik dan jahat.
Dan hanya ada dua perasaan yang sering kita alami, yaitu sedih dan senang.

Ketika sedang senang, semuanya menjadi sangat mudah.
Sangat mudah untuk tersenyum, sangat mudah untuk tertawa, dan sangat mudah untuk kembali menginjak bumi dan tersadar bahwa ini hanya sementara.

Lain halnya jika kita sedang bersedih..

Hampir sama dengan ketika kita sedang senang. semuanya menjadi sangat mudah, bedanya adalah kata kerja yang mengikuti kata ‘mudah’, seperti; mudah marah, mudah menangis, mudah tersentuh, dan mudah-mudahan bisa mengendalikan diri.

Semuanya terasa bergerak amat lamban,
Tak terkontrol dan cenderung melelahkan.
Mungkin ini adalah sebentuk pembuktian atas hipotesa bahwa energi negatif tidak baik untuk tubuh kita. Semakin kita terpuruk disitu, semakin semua hal negatif mengarah kepada diri kita.

Satu hal yang membuat kita sedih sekali?

Jawabannya adalah, Kehilangan..

Sudah menjadi sifat dasar manusia untuk selalu memberi label ‘aku’ pada setiap hal yang dia suka.

Mobil aku, Handphone aku, Notebook aku, Mama aku, Papa aku, Pacar aku, dan aku aku lainnya.

Ketika kata ‘aku’ ini dicabut dari kata bendanya, tiba-tiba semuanya berputar cepat sekali dan membuat kita tidak dapat berfikir dengan jernih.

Proses pencabutan kata ‘aku’ ini sepertinya menjadi proses yang sangat menyakitkan.
Ketika semua ini terjadi entah mengapa kita jadi begitu teliti menghitung hari dan minggu.
Terkadang, perasaan takut tidak dapat menghadapinya terus bergelayut.
Tapi, demi pendewasaan diri rasa takut itu harus dihadapi dan di rasakan.
Kita harus bisa merasakan semua perasaan sakit, kehilangan, dan semua perasaan tidak enak dari pencabutan kata ‘aku’ di sini agar kita menjadi lebih dewasa dari sebelumnya.

Ini hanyalah proses pembelajaran.

Anggap saja kau sedang menjadi anak panah yang sedang di tarik jauh kebelakang untuk melesat jauh ke depan.

Embrace everything and all will be all right..

Semoga kau sedang melakukan hal yang sama ;)

Plain White T's - 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you.. I love you.

Foo Fighters - Walking After You

If you walk out on me.. I'm walking after you.

Tuesday, 11 September 2011.

Sometimes.. all I really want to do is sit beside you. I want to watch cheesy and crappy movies with you, and we will laugh at them together. I want to plan things with you, things we'll never do, but for some reason just planning them with you is fine with me. I want to talk to you about everything and anything. I want to go around with you and make jokes that aren't funny but we'll laugh nonetheless.

I just want to fall in love with you over and over and maybe at one point we'll get tired of each other, but until then, I want you, just you.

Snow Patrol - You Could Be Happy (Animation)

1. Pause this song.

2. Open another tab

3. Go on google type in RainyMood and click the first link.

4. Play this song again.

5. Enjoy it :)