Dear teenagers,
What the fuck are you doing? How old are you? 15? 16?
Did you ever once think about how you're wasting your life away?
Stop thinking about the guy that broke your heart, he's not worth it.
Stop thinking about whether you look cool smooking weed or not, nobody cares.
Stop sulking around and being depressed.
You just need to be happy.
You're only young once and this is the time where you need to have fun and forget about everything that doesn't make you happy.
Fuck everyone who doesn't make you happy!
Go out and have fun, this could be your last day.
Friday, December 16, 2011
Monday, October 31, 2011
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
You are Worth It.
HELLO! :D
I wanted to talk to you about life.
More importantly,
YOUR LIFE.
I know some of you are going through rough times.
Maybe a bad relationship.
Maybe you're confused or unsure.
Having a hard time at home.
School or work is stressing you out.
Get high pressure from your parents.
Or, maybe you are just sad.
I want you to know,
YOU ARE NOT ALONE!
It's okay.
Feeling sad or lonely is normal.
Everyone gets down. Has bad days.
But if you ever get to the point that you want to end your life, DON'T!
There are so many people who love you.
So many people who would be devastated if you left.
You're beautiful/handsome.
You're talented, smart and kind.
You are truly amazing.
You deserve to see beauty in the world.
It may seem dark and sad now but it won't always.
Taking your life is a permanent end to a temporary problem.
You may not think I know what you are going through.
But I do.
I was once in your shoes.
I used to feel the same way.
But things got better for me and they will for you too.
It does get better.
Don't take away your chance to be truly amazing.
Keep being strong over come this.
And if you feel like you can't take it anymore,
If it gets too much to handle alone,
Please know you don't have to be.
Because, I will be here.
Whenever you get lost, i'll help you to find your way back.
Even at 3 am, I will be here.
I won't give up on you ever.
Someday, you will look back on this time and remember you've became stronger and wiser.
You'll see how it helped you grow and mature.
And maybe someday you'll be able to help someone going through the same thing.
This is just one bump in the very long path you have yet to travel.
Don't give up. You're worth it!
I wanted to talk to you about life.
More importantly,
YOUR LIFE.
I know some of you are going through rough times.
Maybe a bad relationship.
Maybe you're confused or unsure.
Having a hard time at home.
School or work is stressing you out.
Get high pressure from your parents.
Or, maybe you are just sad.
I want you to know,
YOU ARE NOT ALONE!
It's okay.
Feeling sad or lonely is normal.
Everyone gets down. Has bad days.
But if you ever get to the point that you want to end your life, DON'T!
There are so many people who love you.
So many people who would be devastated if you left.
You're beautiful/handsome.
You're talented, smart and kind.
You are truly amazing.
You deserve to see beauty in the world.
It may seem dark and sad now but it won't always.
Taking your life is a permanent end to a temporary problem.
You may not think I know what you are going through.
But I do.
I was once in your shoes.
I used to feel the same way.
But things got better for me and they will for you too.
It does get better.
Don't take away your chance to be truly amazing.
Keep being strong over come this.
And if you feel like you can't take it anymore,
If it gets too much to handle alone,
Please know you don't have to be.
Because, I will be here.
Whenever you get lost, i'll help you to find your way back.
Even at 3 am, I will be here.
I won't give up on you ever.
Someday, you will look back on this time and remember you've became stronger and wiser.
You'll see how it helped you grow and mature.
And maybe someday you'll be able to help someone going through the same thing.
This is just one bump in the very long path you have yet to travel.
Don't give up. You're worth it!
Anak Panah
Tuhan memang Maha Sempurna, Ia menciptakan segala sesuatu dalam bentuk yang jelas dan pasti.
Hanya ada dua kutub di dunia, utara dan selatan.
Hanya ada dua sifat di dunia, baik dan jahat.
Dan hanya ada dua perasaan yang sering kita alami, yaitu sedih dan senang.
Ketika sedang senang, semuanya menjadi sangat mudah.
Sangat mudah untuk tersenyum, sangat mudah untuk tertawa, dan sangat mudah untuk kembali menginjak bumi dan tersadar bahwa ini hanya sementara.
Lain halnya jika kita sedang bersedih..
Hampir sama dengan ketika kita sedang senang. semuanya menjadi sangat mudah, bedanya adalah kata kerja yang mengikuti kata ‘mudah’, seperti; mudah marah, mudah menangis, mudah tersentuh, dan mudah-mudahan bisa mengendalikan diri.
Semuanya terasa bergerak amat lamban,
Tak terkontrol dan cenderung melelahkan.
Mungkin ini adalah sebentuk pembuktian atas hipotesa bahwa energi negatif tidak baik untuk tubuh kita. Semakin kita terpuruk disitu, semakin semua hal negatif mengarah kepada diri kita.
Satu hal yang membuat kita sedih sekali?
Jawabannya adalah, Kehilangan..
Sudah menjadi sifat dasar manusia untuk selalu memberi label ‘aku’ pada setiap hal yang dia suka.
Mobil aku, Handphone aku, Notebook aku, Mama aku, Papa aku, Pacar aku, dan aku aku lainnya.
Ketika kata ‘aku’ ini dicabut dari kata bendanya, tiba-tiba semuanya berputar cepat sekali dan membuat kita tidak dapat berfikir dengan jernih.
Proses pencabutan kata ‘aku’ ini sepertinya menjadi proses yang sangat menyakitkan.
Ketika semua ini terjadi entah mengapa kita jadi begitu teliti menghitung hari dan minggu.
Terkadang, perasaan takut tidak dapat menghadapinya terus bergelayut.
Tapi, demi pendewasaan diri rasa takut itu harus dihadapi dan di rasakan.
Kita harus bisa merasakan semua perasaan sakit, kehilangan, dan semua perasaan tidak enak dari pencabutan kata ‘aku’ di sini agar kita menjadi lebih dewasa dari sebelumnya.
Ini hanyalah proses pembelajaran.
Anggap saja kau sedang menjadi anak panah yang sedang di tarik jauh kebelakang untuk melesat jauh ke depan.
Semoga kau sedang melakukan hal yang sama ;)
Hanya ada dua kutub di dunia, utara dan selatan.
Hanya ada dua sifat di dunia, baik dan jahat.
Dan hanya ada dua perasaan yang sering kita alami, yaitu sedih dan senang.
Ketika sedang senang, semuanya menjadi sangat mudah.
Sangat mudah untuk tersenyum, sangat mudah untuk tertawa, dan sangat mudah untuk kembali menginjak bumi dan tersadar bahwa ini hanya sementara.
Lain halnya jika kita sedang bersedih..
Hampir sama dengan ketika kita sedang senang. semuanya menjadi sangat mudah, bedanya adalah kata kerja yang mengikuti kata ‘mudah’, seperti; mudah marah, mudah menangis, mudah tersentuh, dan mudah-mudahan bisa mengendalikan diri.
Semuanya terasa bergerak amat lamban,
Tak terkontrol dan cenderung melelahkan.
Mungkin ini adalah sebentuk pembuktian atas hipotesa bahwa energi negatif tidak baik untuk tubuh kita. Semakin kita terpuruk disitu, semakin semua hal negatif mengarah kepada diri kita.
Satu hal yang membuat kita sedih sekali?
Jawabannya adalah, Kehilangan..
Sudah menjadi sifat dasar manusia untuk selalu memberi label ‘aku’ pada setiap hal yang dia suka.
Mobil aku, Handphone aku, Notebook aku, Mama aku, Papa aku, Pacar aku, dan aku aku lainnya.
Ketika kata ‘aku’ ini dicabut dari kata bendanya, tiba-tiba semuanya berputar cepat sekali dan membuat kita tidak dapat berfikir dengan jernih.
Proses pencabutan kata ‘aku’ ini sepertinya menjadi proses yang sangat menyakitkan.
Ketika semua ini terjadi entah mengapa kita jadi begitu teliti menghitung hari dan minggu.
Terkadang, perasaan takut tidak dapat menghadapinya terus bergelayut.
Tapi, demi pendewasaan diri rasa takut itu harus dihadapi dan di rasakan.
Kita harus bisa merasakan semua perasaan sakit, kehilangan, dan semua perasaan tidak enak dari pencabutan kata ‘aku’ di sini agar kita menjadi lebih dewasa dari sebelumnya.
Ini hanyalah proses pembelajaran.
Anggap saja kau sedang menjadi anak panah yang sedang di tarik jauh kebelakang untuk melesat jauh ke depan.
Embrace everything and all will be all right..
Semoga kau sedang melakukan hal yang sama ;)
Friday, October 14, 2011
Thursday, October 13, 2011
Monday, October 10, 2011
Tuesday, 11 September 2011.
Sometimes.. all I really want to do is sit beside you. I want to watch cheesy and crappy movies with you, and we will laugh at them together. I want to plan things with you, things we'll never do, but for some reason just planning them with you is fine with me. I want to talk to you about everything and anything. I want to go around with you and make jokes that aren't funny but we'll laugh nonetheless.
I just want to fall in love with you over and over and maybe at one point we'll get tired of each other, but until then, I want you, just you.
I just want to fall in love with you over and over and maybe at one point we'll get tired of each other, but until then, I want you, just you.
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Snow Patrol - You Could Be Happy (Animation)
1. Pause this song.
2. Open another tab
3. Go on google type in RainyMood and click the first link.
4. Play this song again.
Thursday, September 29, 2011
Smile. & Move On! :)
Made a wrong turn
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
Bad decisions
That's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated
Misplaced
Misunderstood
Miss knowing it's all good
It didn't slow me down.
Mistaking
Always second guessing
Underestimating
Look I'm still around
Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than
Fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me
You're so mean
When you talk
About yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head
Make them like you instead
So complicated
Look how we all make it
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game
It's enough
I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons
I've seen you do the same
Oh
Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than
Fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me
The whole worlds scared
So I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking
Is an ice cold beer
So cool in line
And we try, try, try
But we try too hard
And it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics
Cause they're everywhere
They don't like my jeans
They don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves
And we do it all the time
Why do we do that?
Why do I do that?
Why do I do that?
Yeeeeaaaahhh
Oooooooh
Oh baby pretty please
Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever feel
Like you're less than
Fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me
You're perfect, you're perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me
(Pink-Fucking Perfect)
Lagu ini sangat menginspirasi saya akhir-akhir ini. Liriknya sangat sederhana namun memiliki arti yang cukup "dalam".
Lagu ini menceritakan tentang sebuah "dukungan" untuk seseorang yang merasa hidupnya penuh dengan masalah.
Ia merasa tidak cukup sempurna dan terus mengeluh mengenai kekurangannya.
Padahal, orang-orang yang selalu merasa hidupnya penuh dengan masalah disadari atau tidak, mereka tengah aktif untuk membuat dirinya selalu berada di dalam masalah.
Mereka akan selalu disibukkan dengan pikiran-pikiran negatif dan akhirnya membawa mereka ke arah yang negatif pula.
Maka, bangunlah! Hentikan prasangka, pikiran, serta perasaan-perasaan buruk itu.
Itu hanya membuang-buang waktumu yang sangat singkat di dunia ini.
Jika kita memperhatikan orang-orang di sekeliling kita, maka kita akan paham bahwa hidup di dunia tidak akan terlepas dari masalah.
Di kantor-kantor, tidak sedikit karyawan yang sering mengeluh mengenai pekerjaan mereka. Tumpukan deadline, pekerjaan yang tidak sesuai dengan upah, jam lembur yang tidak menentu, namun disamping itu, tidak sedikit juga orang diluar sana yang sangat menginginkan pekerjaan, sampai rela melakukan apapun demi mendapatkan uang.
Di kampus-kampus, ada banyak mahasiswa yang sering mengeluh mengenai tugas dan jadwal kuliah yang padat. Namun, tidak sedikit juga orang di luar sana yang memilih untuk bunuh diri karena merasa tidak mampu untuk melanjutkan pendidikan ke tingkat yang lebih tinggi.
Setiap orang (termasuk saya) pasti pernah melakukan kesalahan. Hidup terlalu singkat untuk menyesali kesalahan yang telah diperbuat di masa lalu. Belajar untuk memaafkan diri sendiri maupun kesalahan orang lain dan berusaha untuk terus menjadi lebih baik. Kita pasti pernah membuat keputusan yang salah lalu menyesalinya. Sekali, dua kali, bahkan mungkin berkali-kali. Tapi, saya pikir itu lebih baik dibandingkan dengan orang yang tidak pernah membuat keputusan sekalipun dalam hidupnya. Dan yang dapat kita lakukan yaitu belajar dari kesalahan dan menjadi pribadi yang lebih baik ke depannya.
Hidup adalah soal bagaimana kita memaknai semua hal yang telah diperoleh dan dialami. Kita semua tahu bahwa hidup tak hanya didirikan dengan kaki kesedihan, namun ada kaki yang lain bernama kebahagiaan. Lalu, mengapa kita terlalu “bodoh” untuk rela menjalani hidup dengan melangkah hanya dengan satu kaki saja? Mengapa kita hanya fokus pada kesedihan-kesedihan dan kesalahan-kesalahan yang pernah kita buat? Mengapa kita rela membuat diri kita sendiri jalan terpincang-pincang? Mengapa kita selalu bertumpu pada hal-hal yang sesungguhnya hanya akan terus membuat kita menderita, dan semakin menderita, dan semakin menderita, dan semakin menderita….
Untuk melangkah ke depan memang kita harus mempersiapkannya terlebih dahulu, menata diri agar bisa lebih siap menghadapi segala masalah dan rintangan. Kita juga harus membenahi dan memperbaiki diri dari sisa-sisa kesalahan dan kegagalan yang pernah kita lakukan dan alami di masa lalu. Namun, sampai kapan kau terus membenahi diri?
Sebagian kecil kenangan buruk di masa lalu memang harus kita simpan untuk dijadikan pelajaran, tapi percayalah, sebagian besar yang lainnya harus kita tinggalkan dan lupakan! Jangan berkubang pada lumpur penyesalan dan keragu-raguan. Bergeraklah, terus berjalan, berlari… Kadang, yang paling kita butuhkan untuk dapat mencapai kebahagiaan adalah dengan melupakan kesedihan dan kegagalan di masa lalu.
Percayalah, kau begitu berharga. Ketika kau mengira dirimu tidak berguna, enyahkan dari pikiranmu! Hidup akan terasa melelahkan jika kau mengisinya dengan penyesalan dan kebencian, pada dirimu sendiri maupun orang lain. Segeralah bangkit sebelum semuanya terlambat. Jangan mencemaskan resiko, karena tidak satupun hal di dunia ini yang tidak memiliki resiko, besar atau kecil. Yang harus kau lakukan saat ini yaitu menabung keberanian dan mengumpulkan kekuatan untuk menghadapi dan menyelesaikan resiko-resiko tersebut.
Aku tahu, itu tidak akan mudah untukmu. Tetapi, semuanya akan jauh lebih sulit jika kau terus menganggapnya tidak mudah, bukan? Melangkah lah, ambil keputusan. Pertimbangan-pertimbangan memang perlu, namun dengan cara mempertimbangkannya saja tidak akan membantumu untuk menyelesaikan semua masalah yang ada.
Hidup itu bagaikan kepingan puzzle yang kita temukan berserakan yang kemudian kita susun untuk mengetahui maknanya. Maka, berlarilah… Temukan seluruh kepingan puzzle hidupmu, rangkai dan kau akan mengerti makna hidup yang sebenarnya.
Thursday, September 15, 2011
This is so True.
- When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running in her mind.
- When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.
- When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.
- When a girl answers “I’m fine” after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.
- When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are lying.
- When a girl lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
- When a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered.
- When a girl says “I love you”, she means it.
- When a girl says “I miss you”, no one in this world can miss you more than that.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake, just to watch you sleep.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Who turns to his friends, and says “That’s her”.
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
This is my truth.
I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with.
I miss you when I laugh, because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow.
I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when I lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other. For those were some of the best times of my life.
I miss your smile. Eventough I know it’s not for me.
I miss you. I miss you. I miss you.
I still think about you.
I miss you when I laugh, because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow.
I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when I lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other. For those were some of the best times of my life.
I miss your smile. Eventough I know it’s not for me.
I miss you. I miss you. I miss you.
I still think about you.
What Love Is.
“Everybody knows that nobody really knows how to make it work, or how to ease the hurt.”
John Legend – Everybody Knows
THERE’S ALWAYS SOMETHING IN THE WAY.
Yes. Obstacles.
Cara menghadapinya? NOBODY REALLY KNOWS.
But you know what? LOVE IS ABOUT COMPROMISING.
When you love someone, you get to live two lives.
Let him eat the last piece of your favorite cheesecake.
Pretend to like his silly taste in music.
Request his favorite song on the radio.
Adore his stupid smile when you tell him that he looks good with his new haircut.
Let him being childish.
Let him have guys-night-out. Even lovers need a holiday, girls.
But most importantly, let him know that he’s the one.
Tenang. Don’t panic.
Mencintai dan dicintai, memang tidak selalu mudah untuk dijalani.
Kalau ditanya pernah merasakan takut jatuh cinta, jawabannya: pernah banget.
Takut akan rasa kecewa, takut mengecewakan, takut tergoda sama rumput tetangga yang denger-denger selalu lebih hijau, dan takut percikan yang dulu pernah ada hilang begitu saja.
Tapi itu dulu.
For now, I can tell you untuk jangan pernah takut jatuh cinta. Jangan pernah takut untuk jatuh. Jangan pernah takut untuk mengenal cinta lebih dalam.
Berharaplah, percayalah, jujurlah, sayangilah, cintailah, mengalahlah, menangislah, maafkanlah, terimalah.
That’s love.
John Legend – Everybody Knows
THERE’S ALWAYS SOMETHING IN THE WAY.
Yes. Obstacles.
Cara menghadapinya? NOBODY REALLY KNOWS.
But you know what? LOVE IS ABOUT COMPROMISING.
When you love someone, you get to live two lives.
Let him eat the last piece of your favorite cheesecake.
Pretend to like his silly taste in music.
Request his favorite song on the radio.
Adore his stupid smile when you tell him that he looks good with his new haircut.
Let him being childish.
Let him have guys-night-out. Even lovers need a holiday, girls.
But most importantly, let him know that he’s the one.
Tenang. Don’t panic.
Mencintai dan dicintai, memang tidak selalu mudah untuk dijalani.
Kalau ditanya pernah merasakan takut jatuh cinta, jawabannya: pernah banget.
Takut akan rasa kecewa, takut mengecewakan, takut tergoda sama rumput tetangga yang denger-denger selalu lebih hijau, dan takut percikan yang dulu pernah ada hilang begitu saja.
Tapi itu dulu.
For now, I can tell you untuk jangan pernah takut jatuh cinta. Jangan pernah takut untuk jatuh. Jangan pernah takut untuk mengenal cinta lebih dalam.
Berharaplah, percayalah, jujurlah, sayangilah, cintailah, mengalahlah, menangislah, maafkanlah, terimalah.
That’s love.
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
Lady Antebellum - Just a Kiss
Lyin' here with you so close to me
It's hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe
Caught up in this moment
Caught up in your smile
I've never opened up to anyone
So hard to hold back when I'm holding you in my arms
We don't need to rush this
Let's just take it slow
Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
No I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight
I know that if we give this a little time
It'll only bring us closer to the love we wanna find
It's never felt so real, no it's never felt so right
Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
And I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight
No I don't want to say goodnight
I know it's time to leave, but you'll be in my dreams
Tonight
Tonight
Tonight
Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
No I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, oh, let's do this right, with just a kiss goodnight
With a kiss goodnight
Kiss goodnight
Caught up in this moment
Caught up in your smile
I've never opened up to anyone
So hard to hold back when I'm holding you in my arms
We don't need to rush this
Let's just take it slow
Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
No I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight
I know that if we give this a little time
It'll only bring us closer to the love we wanna find
It's never felt so real, no it's never felt so right
Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
And I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight
No I don't want to say goodnight
I know it's time to leave, but you'll be in my dreams
Tonight
Tonight
Tonight
Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
No I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, oh, let's do this right, with just a kiss goodnight
With a kiss goodnight
Kiss goodnight
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Monday, May 30, 2011
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
So Sweet. Too Sweet.
Rose: Hello Jack. I changed my mind. They said you might be out here.
Jack: Shhh. Gimme your hand. Now close your eyes, go on. Now step up. Now hold on to the railing. Keep your eyes closed, don't peek.
Rose: I'm not.
Jack: Step up on the railing. Hold on, hold on. Keep your eyes closed. Do you trust me?
Rose: I trust you.
[Jack opens Rose's arms]
Jack: All right. Open your eyes.
Rose: [gasp] I'm flying, Jack!
[Jack starts singing]
Jack: Come, Josephine, in my flying machine, going up, she goes up, up she goes.
[they kiss]
Rose: I love you, Jack.
Jack: Don't you do that, don't say your good-byes.
Rose: I'm so cold.
Jack: Listen, Rose. You're gonna get out of here, you're gonna go on and make lots of babies, and you're gonna watch them grow. You're gonna die an old... an old lady warm in her bed, but not here, not this night. Not like this, do you understand me?
Rose: I can't feel my body.
Jack: Winning that ticket, Rose, was the best thing that ever happened to me... it brought me to you. And I'm thankful for that, Rose. I'm thankful. You must do me this honor, Rose. Promise me you'll survive. That you won't give up, no matter what happens, no matter how hopeless. Promise me now, Rose, and never let go of that promise.
Rose: I promise.
Jack: Never let go.
Rose: I'll never let go. I'll never let go, Jack.
Rose: [letting go of Jack's hand] I'll never let go, Jack. I promise.
[she kisses his hand and watches him sink, almost falling apart before she finally climbs back into the water to call the lifeboat back]
Oh Baby, I Need You.
you've got magic inside your finger tips
its leaking out all over my skin
everytime that i get close to you
your making me weak with the way you
look through those eyes
I remember the way that you move
your dancing easily through my dreams
its hitting me harder and harder with all your smiles
you are crazy gentle in the way you kiss
All i see is your face
all i need is your touch
wake me up with your lips
come at me from up above
Oh baby i need you
to see me, the way i see you
lovely, wide awake in
the middle of my dreams
Monday, May 16, 2011
i ain't Rivayana without you
The love bug crawled right back up, bit me and I'm back!
You drive me mad,
You drive me crazy,
I am utterly, totally in love with you.
A Playful Relationship
This is what I want.
Someone I can mess around with.
It doesn’t have to be sweet 24/7 with me.
I need someone who knows how to laugh.
At me.
As well as themself.
Where we make fun of each other as much as we love each other.
I won’t mind because I’ll know that as much as we joke around, saying that we hate one another, we only do it because we mean that much to each other.
And we know that.
For some reason, that makes everything else we do okay.
Someone I can mess around with.
It doesn’t have to be sweet 24/7 with me.
I need someone who knows how to laugh.
At me.
As well as themself.
Where we make fun of each other as much as we love each other.
I won’t mind because I’ll know that as much as we joke around, saying that we hate one another, we only do it because we mean that much to each other.
And we know that.
For some reason, that makes everything else we do okay.
Sunday, May 15, 2011
From Me, To You.
Boy,
You’re kind of the most adorable boy ever. You make me smile and laugh even when you’re not trying. I just want you to love me half as much as i love you :)
— me
You’re kind of the most adorable boy ever. You make me smile and laugh even when you’re not trying. I just want you to love me half as much as i love you :)
— me
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Love & the other Things
My only relief is to sleep. When i’m sleeping, i’m not sad, i’m not angry, i’m not lonely, i’m nothing.
But you're the only reason i love losing sleep.
And this feeling I get in my stomach when I think about you,
I don’t ever want to lose that.
But you're the only reason i love losing sleep.
And this feeling I get in my stomach when I think about you,
I don’t ever want to lose that.
No question marks, no exclamation points! and no "buts."
I love you, flaws and all. Bottom line. No questions asked.
I love you, flaws and all. Bottom line. No questions asked.
I love what you are, and what you do and how you try. I've seen your kindness and your strength that carries you through. I've seen the best of you. I've seen the worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are. And i love you.
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Because you need me, I'd be stronger.
Without flaws nor pretend
i promised i'd be the one that always be there
to catch you when u fall.
No matter how hard things are gonna get.
I'd be stronger,
and you know, more than anyone else does,
that i will be stronger,
so you can lean on me.
Because you need me, I'd be stronger.
i promised i'd be the one that always be there
to catch you when u fall.
No matter how hard things are gonna get.
I'd be stronger,
and you know, more than anyone else does,
that i will be stronger,
so you can lean on me.
Because you need me, I'd be stronger.
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
This is what i should've said.
him: Define love again?
me : love is handing someone a gun and letting it point to your head believing that he wont pull the trigger. that's love.
Auuuch!
i dont have the prettiest face for you to look at,
or the skinniest waist for you to hold
but i promise i do have the biggest heart to love you with <3
Introducing Me.
I’m good at wasting time
I think lyrics need to rhyme
And you’re not asking but I’m trying to grow a mustache
I eat cheese, but only on pizza, please
And sometimes on a homemade lasagna otherwise it smells like feet to me
And I, I really like it when the moon looks like a toenail
And I love you when you say my name
I never trust a dog to watch my food
And I like to use to the word “dude” as a noun, or an adverb, or an adjective
And I’ve never really been into cars
I like really cool guitars and superheroes
And cheques with lots of zeros on them
I love the sound of saxophone
And making someone smile.
I think lyrics need to rhyme
And you’re not asking but I’m trying to grow a mustache
I eat cheese, but only on pizza, please
And sometimes on a homemade lasagna otherwise it smells like feet to me
And I, I really like it when the moon looks like a toenail
And I love you when you say my name
I never trust a dog to watch my food
And I like to use to the word “dude” as a noun, or an adverb, or an adjective
And I’ve never really been into cars
I like really cool guitars and superheroes
And cheques with lots of zeros on them
I love the sound of saxophone
And making someone smile.
MIHIHIHIHIHIHI ;;)
Want to know when I feel the most amazing?
When you look at me.
When you look at me I can’t hide anything. I feel like you know every secret, every wrong thing I’ve done, every thing that has ever made me sad, every thing that’s made me laugh until I cry, and every thing that’s broken my heart.
All that from a glance.
And while it’s traumatic for me to feel all of that at once, I just want you to look at me again. I love the way you make me feel.
When you look at me.
When you look at me I can’t hide anything. I feel like you know every secret, every wrong thing I’ve done, every thing that has ever made me sad, every thing that’s made me laugh until I cry, and every thing that’s broken my heart.
All that from a glance.
And while it’s traumatic for me to feel all of that at once, I just want you to look at me again. I love the way you make me feel.
TRUE TRUE TRUE
After a while, you learn the difference.
The difference between holding a hand, and falling in love.
You learn kisses don’t always mean something.
Promises can be broken as easily as they were made, and as hard as it is to believe, sometimes goodbyes…
Really are forever.
The difference between holding a hand, and falling in love.
You learn kisses don’t always mean something.
Promises can be broken as easily as they were made, and as hard as it is to believe, sometimes goodbyes…
Really are forever.
That's It !
Here’s when I love you:
- while brushing my teeth
- while grocery shopping
- while I walk to class
- while sleeping
- while kissing you
- while you clean your room
- while you dream
- while we’re on the phone
- while you kiss me
♥
I want a guy who will be my best friend.
We will share secrets and inside jokes.
He’ll make me laugh with his sarcastic humor.
I’ll make him laugh with my sarcastic humor.
I want a guy who can be romantic.
I want him to run his fingers through my hair and kiss me.
I want to run my fingers through his hair and kiss him.
I want to be able to cuddle with him until the sun rises.
I want a guy who will treat me right.
He will make me dinner and compliment me on my outfits.
He will take me out on dates and bring me on walks in the park.
He will call me beautiful.
I want a guy who I can have fun with.
I want to be able to go on endless drives singing at the top of our lungs together.
I want to dance in the living room at midnight to a loud, crazy song.
I want to slow dance at sunrise to silence.
I want a guy who will comfort me when I need to be comforted.
I want to be able to cry on his shoulder as he hugs me and tells me everything will be all right.
I want him to bring me my favorite soup when I’m sick.
I want to feel safe in his arms.
I want a guy who will love me more then anybody or anything in the world because I will sure as hell love him more than anybody or anything in the world.
We will share secrets and inside jokes.
He’ll make me laugh with his sarcastic humor.
I’ll make him laugh with my sarcastic humor.
I want a guy who can be romantic.
I want him to run his fingers through my hair and kiss me.
I want to run my fingers through his hair and kiss him.
I want to be able to cuddle with him until the sun rises.
I want a guy who will treat me right.
He will make me dinner and compliment me on my outfits.
He will take me out on dates and bring me on walks in the park.
He will call me beautiful.
I want a guy who I can have fun with.
I want to be able to go on endless drives singing at the top of our lungs together.
I want to dance in the living room at midnight to a loud, crazy song.
I want to slow dance at sunrise to silence.
I want a guy who will comfort me when I need to be comforted.
I want to be able to cry on his shoulder as he hugs me and tells me everything will be all right.
I want him to bring me my favorite soup when I’m sick.
I want to feel safe in his arms.
I want a guy who will love me more then anybody or anything in the world because I will sure as hell love him more than anybody or anything in the world.
April, 26th 2011 16.19 pm
If you are falling in love with me, it's fair to know what you’re falling in love with. you are falling in love with my insecurities and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. you are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overreactive tear duct, my internet obsession, you are falling in love with my troubled past and my hopes and dreams and how i'm hopeless romantic at heart. if you are falling in love with me, you are in love with my self-hate and imperfections and my perception that no-one could ever love me.
But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when im with you, the way i’ll text you in the morning just to say i love and miss you. you are falling in love with the occasionally humorous or at times corny (hihi) things i say, and the way i blush when people ask me about you. but to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite me thinking that it’s impossible.
But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when im with you, the way i’ll text you in the morning just to say i love and miss you. you are falling in love with the occasionally humorous or at times corny (hihi) things i say, and the way i blush when people ask me about you. but to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite me thinking that it’s impossible.
Love just like..
Love like letting someone into your room, even when it’s a mess. It’s embarassing, and they can see what a wreck you’ve made of everything. You try to push things under the bed, and into the closet so they won’t see. But they discover those things anyway, help you clean, and put them right back where they belong <3
April, 26th 2011 15.52 pm
It's 15.52 am, i'm accompanied by The Scripts new album Science and Faith.. this is some deep shit. i'm like hmm whats the word that people use lately “galau” is it? yeah, i'm feeling that.. well this is a first, i barely post something like this, it's usually about love or awesome quotes for life, and epic pictures. but today, since i cant find any cool sayings or rad pics, im just gonna tell 'blogspot' how the heck i'm feeling.
I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me, it's like i'm avoiding people near me, it's like i'm moving away from them.. Because maybe i just don't wanna feel left out, so it's better if i keep myself out rather than being kicked out. yeah, maybe thats why, or i'm just bored with the people around me, i need some new awesome peeps to keep me alive? idk. i just..
I'm sick of this dull life, in the movies, in the drama series its so fun.. okay maybe you’ll say d’uh its a friggin movie, but what about reality shows? they’re real right? they seem fun.. i wanna be fun.. im a boring ‘ol kid i guess. mashed up feelings, ruining my life.
I need to figure out 'asap' what i want, i need to know. the sooner the better..
“Are they avoiding me, or is it just my thought.. or i just dont fit in anymore, and in need to find something exciting” -- this is what’s going on my mind.
I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me, it's like i'm avoiding people near me, it's like i'm moving away from them.. Because maybe i just don't wanna feel left out, so it's better if i keep myself out rather than being kicked out. yeah, maybe thats why, or i'm just bored with the people around me, i need some new awesome peeps to keep me alive? idk. i just..
I'm sick of this dull life, in the movies, in the drama series its so fun.. okay maybe you’ll say d’uh its a friggin movie, but what about reality shows? they’re real right? they seem fun.. i wanna be fun.. im a boring ‘ol kid i guess. mashed up feelings, ruining my life.
I need to figure out 'asap' what i want, i need to know. the sooner the better..
“Are they avoiding me, or is it just my thought.. or i just dont fit in anymore, and in need to find something exciting” -- this is what’s going on my mind.
DUMBSHIT.
I love it when you whisper I love you in my ear
I love it when you hold my hand when I’m not looking
I love it when you’d try to stay awake with me even though I know you’re only half awake
I love it when you’d try as hard to meet me wherever I am
I love it when you say cheesy things, but end up laughing about it with me
I love it when you kiss my forehead and squeeze me so tight
I love it when you call me a fool
I love it when we laugh about the dumbest things
I love it how I could act childish around you, and you could do the same back
I love it when you’d let me slap you just to make me feel better
I love it how you would never waste a second without talking to me, but give me space when I need it
I love it when you would offer to give me a piggy back when you can tell I’m tired
I love it how you’d say I love you when I’m down, and everything turns upside down
I love it when I say the things you say are bullshit, and you’d try as hard to prove me wrong
I love how you try to make me into a better person, but don’t ask for me to change who I am
I love it when you call me names and make fun of me, but let me slap you in the end
I love it when you hold my chin and kiss me
You’re the asshole who made me fall for you.
I love you
I love it when you hold my hand when I’m not looking
I love it when you’d try to stay awake with me even though I know you’re only half awake
I love it when you’d try as hard to meet me wherever I am
I love it when you say cheesy things, but end up laughing about it with me
I love it when you kiss my forehead and squeeze me so tight
I love it when you call me a fool
I love it when we laugh about the dumbest things
I love it how I could act childish around you, and you could do the same back
I love it when you’d let me slap you just to make me feel better
I love it how you would never waste a second without talking to me, but give me space when I need it
I love it when you would offer to give me a piggy back when you can tell I’m tired
I love it how you’d say I love you when I’m down, and everything turns upside down
I love it when I say the things you say are bullshit, and you’d try as hard to prove me wrong
I love how you try to make me into a better person, but don’t ask for me to change who I am
I love it when you call me names and make fun of me, but let me slap you in the end
I love it when you hold my chin and kiss me
You’re the asshole who made me fall for you.
I love you
Monday, April 25, 2011
What am I to you?
Even if we don’t end up together,
I want you know that there is at least one person out there who genuinely cares about you.
I want to see you happy and successful and in love; even if it’s not with me.
I never want you to feel alone or think, even for a second, that you matter to no one; because you will always matter to me.
You will always be the greatest in my eyes.
To me, you are the bee’s knees.
What am I to you?
FOR REAL
Cause I’m for real
Are you for real?
I can’t help myself
It’s the way I feel
When you look me in the eyes like you did last night
I can’t stand to hear you say goodbye
Well it feels so right
‘Cause it feels so right just to have you standing by my side
So don’t let me go
Cause you have my soul
And I just wanted you to know.
Are you for real?
I can’t help myself
It’s the way I feel
When you look me in the eyes like you did last night
I can’t stand to hear you say goodbye
Well it feels so right
‘Cause it feels so right just to have you standing by my side
So don’t let me go
Cause you have my soul
And I just wanted you to know.
SELAMAT HARI KARTINI
Wanita cantik itu:
:D tetap tertawa walau sebenarnya ia ingin menangis.
:) tetap tersenyum walau sbnrnya ia kecewa.
:* tetap kuat walau sbnrnya ia udh gak sanggup lagi.
;) tetap semangat walau ttekan oleh masalah.
:D tetap tertawa walau sebenarnya ia ingin menangis.
:) tetap tersenyum walau sbnrnya ia kecewa.
:* tetap kuat walau sbnrnya ia udh gak sanggup lagi.
;) tetap semangat walau ttekan oleh masalah.
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Fears
Fear of love,
Fear of pain,
Fear of the unforgiving cane,
Fear of lies,
Fear of sighs,
Fear of those distraught eyes,
Fear for the unknown,
Fear for the known,
Fear of everything combined,
Fear is what makes me blind,
Fear is what makes me think,
and act in blind accordance,
Hindering the world around me,
Hence, My Fear of myself
Fear is when you run away,
Fear is when you’re scared to love someone,
Fear is when the sky turns grey,
Fear of confusion,
Fear is like a dark blue ocean,
Fear won’t let me escape
Fear mocks me, watching
Fear taunts me, waiting
Fear of losing,
Fear you cannot see,
Fear dealt upon thee.
Fear of darkness and death,
Fear of a dead comrade,
Fear of a gun being cocked,
Fear of being endlessly stalked,
Fear of time,
Fear of all the crime,
Fear of the undesirable truth,
Fear for the good.
Fear for the sake of life,
Fear of the neighbors next door,
Fear of the secretive man in the subway,
Fear of the revolutionary uproar,
Fear is to not rejoice your living,
Fear for the sake of your life,
But to fear is to forsake it.
Fear is to have no hope in life,
Fear of the fear of fear,
We need no reason to fear,
For fear has no reason for itself.
I guess life is just like that,
To fear for no reason,
For to fear is not to reason,
But to reason is to fear.
To fear for the sake of fear,
Is fear for fear,
So let me think,
What else do I fear?
What else do I fear?
What else do I fear?
Fear of pain,
Fear of the unforgiving cane,
Fear of lies,
Fear of sighs,
Fear of those distraught eyes,
Fear for the unknown,
Fear for the known,
Fear of everything combined,
Fear is what makes me blind,
Fear is what makes me think,
and act in blind accordance,
Hindering the world around me,
Hence, My Fear of myself
Fear is when you run away,
Fear is when you’re scared to love someone,
Fear is when the sky turns grey,
Fear of confusion,
Fear is like a dark blue ocean,
Fear won’t let me escape
Fear mocks me, watching
Fear taunts me, waiting
Fear of losing,
Fear you cannot see,
Fear dealt upon thee.
Fear of darkness and death,
Fear of a dead comrade,
Fear of a gun being cocked,
Fear of being endlessly stalked,
Fear of time,
Fear of all the crime,
Fear of the undesirable truth,
Fear for the good.
Fear for the sake of life,
Fear of the neighbors next door,
Fear of the secretive man in the subway,
Fear of the revolutionary uproar,
Fear is to not rejoice your living,
Fear for the sake of your life,
But to fear is to forsake it.
Fear is to have no hope in life,
Fear of the fear of fear,
We need no reason to fear,
For fear has no reason for itself.
I guess life is just like that,
To fear for no reason,
For to fear is not to reason,
But to reason is to fear.
To fear for the sake of fear,
Is fear for fear,
So let me think,
What else do I fear?
What else do I fear?
What else do I fear?
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Life is Beautiful
When will I become the sun that lights you up? all I can do is think about myself. No matter how old I get, I know I will never change, I disgust myself... But once you said to me "Just be yourself", that moment I knew how gifted I was.
And I could say "Life is beautiful"
You are a wonderful gift for me.
Always wanted to be like the hero in a movie to show myself bigger than the real me. But I have to play my character, for this is my movie that I'm starring in. For a long time, I had high ideals like mountains and I've hidden myself behind them. But I'm ok, Sun's gotta rise up, oh I wanna light you with my life.
I won't push myself too hard anymore.
I'll just be me whatever lies beyond this path.
And when you're lonely, I'll be close to you.
So you can say "Life is beautiful"
And I could say "Life is beautiful"
You are a wonderful gift for me.
Always wanted to be like the hero in a movie to show myself bigger than the real me. But I have to play my character, for this is my movie that I'm starring in. For a long time, I had high ideals like mountains and I've hidden myself behind them. But I'm ok, Sun's gotta rise up, oh I wanna light you with my life.
I won't push myself too hard anymore.
I'll just be me whatever lies beyond this path.
And when you're lonely, I'll be close to you.
So you can say "Life is beautiful"
Sunday, April 3, 2011
Jason Mraz-Love For a Child
There's a picture on my kitchen wall
Looks like Jesus and his friends involved
There's a party getting started in the yard
There's a couple getting steamy in the car parked in the drive
Was I too young to see this with my eyes?
By the pool last night, apparently
The chemicals weren't mixed properly
You hit your head and then forgot your name
And then you woke up at the bottom by the drain
And now your altitude and memory's a shame
What about taking this empty cup and filling it up
With a little bit more of innocence
I haven't had enough, it's probably because when you're young
It's okay to be easily ignored
I like to believe it was all about love for a child
And when the house was left in shambles
Who was there to handle all the broken bits of glass
Was it mom who put my dad out on his ass or the other way around
Well I'm far too old to care about that now
What about taking this empty cup and filling it up
With a little bit more of innocence
I haven't had enough, it's probably because when you're young
It's okay to be easily ignored
I'd like to believe it was all about love for a child
It's kinda nice to work the floor since the divorce
I've been enjoying both my Christmases and my birthday cakes
And taking drugs and making love at far too young an age
And they never check to see my grades
What a fool I'd be to start complaining now
What about taking this empty cup and filling it up
With a little bit more of innocence
I haven't had enough, it's probably because when you're young
It's okay to be easily ignored
I'd love to believe it's all about love for a child
It was all about love...
Looks like Jesus and his friends involved
There's a party getting started in the yard
There's a couple getting steamy in the car parked in the drive
Was I too young to see this with my eyes?
By the pool last night, apparently
The chemicals weren't mixed properly
You hit your head and then forgot your name
And then you woke up at the bottom by the drain
And now your altitude and memory's a shame
What about taking this empty cup and filling it up
With a little bit more of innocence
I haven't had enough, it's probably because when you're young
It's okay to be easily ignored
I like to believe it was all about love for a child
And when the house was left in shambles
Who was there to handle all the broken bits of glass
Was it mom who put my dad out on his ass or the other way around
Well I'm far too old to care about that now
What about taking this empty cup and filling it up
With a little bit more of innocence
I haven't had enough, it's probably because when you're young
It's okay to be easily ignored
I'd like to believe it was all about love for a child
It's kinda nice to work the floor since the divorce
I've been enjoying both my Christmases and my birthday cakes
And taking drugs and making love at far too young an age
And they never check to see my grades
What a fool I'd be to start complaining now
What about taking this empty cup and filling it up
With a little bit more of innocence
I haven't had enough, it's probably because when you're young
It's okay to be easily ignored
I'd love to believe it's all about love for a child
It was all about love...
Sakit? Pasti.
Pernah putus cinta?
Pernah sakit hati?
Aku mengalaminya. Saat ini.
Bagaimana rasanya?
Perih?
Pilu?
Sakit? Pasti.
Pernah merasakan jatuh ke dalam jurang sedalam 10 km?
Kira-kira bagaimana rasanya?
Sakit? Pasti.
Itu juga yang mungkin aku rasakan saat ini.
Tapi bukan sakit fisik, bukan.
Sakit secara psikis, lebih menyakitkan daripada sekedar sakit secara fisik.
Bagaimana ketika semua yang kita lakukan tidak berarti apa-apa.
Bagaimana ketika apa yang telah diperjuangkan ternyata sia-sia.
Bagaimana ketika semua yang telah dilalui tidak berbekas.
Bagaimana ketika seluruh cinta dan sayang berlalu begitu saja.
Bagaimana ketika perhatian yang telah tercurah sepenuhnya tidak bermakna.
Sakit? Pasti.
Rasanya aku sudah tak mampu bangkit.
Sakit sekali.
Mungkin melebihi tusukan puluhan pisau secara bersamaan.
Merobek tubuhku.
Memutuskan saraf-sarafku.
Otot-ototku terasa lumpuh.
Otakku sudah tak berfungsi dengan baik.
Napasku sudah semakin memendek.
Aku tak mampu, sungguh.
Tapi aku akan berusaha untuk bertahan.
Bernapas.
Berusaha bangkit dengan sekuat tenaga.
Dengan seluruh sisa-sisa kekuatanku.
Untuk mencari kebahagiaan yang lain.
Yang telah menantiku di ujung sana.
Menunggu untuk ku hampiri, dan kuraih.
Pernah sakit hati?
Aku mengalaminya. Saat ini.
Bagaimana rasanya?
Perih?
Pilu?
Sakit? Pasti.
Pernah merasakan jatuh ke dalam jurang sedalam 10 km?
Kira-kira bagaimana rasanya?
Sakit? Pasti.
Itu juga yang mungkin aku rasakan saat ini.
Tapi bukan sakit fisik, bukan.
Sakit secara psikis, lebih menyakitkan daripada sekedar sakit secara fisik.
Bagaimana ketika semua yang kita lakukan tidak berarti apa-apa.
Bagaimana ketika apa yang telah diperjuangkan ternyata sia-sia.
Bagaimana ketika semua yang telah dilalui tidak berbekas.
Bagaimana ketika seluruh cinta dan sayang berlalu begitu saja.
Bagaimana ketika perhatian yang telah tercurah sepenuhnya tidak bermakna.
Sakit? Pasti.
Rasanya aku sudah tak mampu bangkit.
Sakit sekali.
Mungkin melebihi tusukan puluhan pisau secara bersamaan.
Merobek tubuhku.
Memutuskan saraf-sarafku.
Otot-ototku terasa lumpuh.
Otakku sudah tak berfungsi dengan baik.
Napasku sudah semakin memendek.
Aku tak mampu, sungguh.
Tapi aku akan berusaha untuk bertahan.
Bernapas.
Berusaha bangkit dengan sekuat tenaga.
Dengan seluruh sisa-sisa kekuatanku.
Untuk mencari kebahagiaan yang lain.
Yang telah menantiku di ujung sana.
Menunggu untuk ku hampiri, dan kuraih.
Thursday, March 17, 2011
My life is simple, but fun!
Sometimes I realized, that my life was filled with my busyness and passed with a speed that's very full. But I enjoyed it. Sometimes, I just need to slow down or stop for a while the rhythm of my life to stay on track and realize that my life is very enjoyable. What is my day going to end sad or happy, I don't know. But I'm sure, it definitely has its own meaning for me. Which will it taught me something, that's not in school I could get anywhere. And someday, all will be revealed.
I never cared, if you think my life boring. I don't care if my weekend is just fill with just watching movies, listening to music, enjoy a bowl of ice cream, chocolate, or exchange ideas with the people closest that can only be met when you think pretty boring weekend. But, I really enjoyed every second of them, I feel life is so simple. Monotonous, but quite enjoyable for me.
Sunday, March 6, 2011
I HAVE A CHOICE!
My job is to choose what kind of day i am going to have.
Today i can complain because the weather is rainy, OR...
i can be thankful that the grass is getting watered for free.
I woke up early today, excited over all i get to do before the clock strikes midnight.
I have responsibilities to fulfill today.
I am important.
Today I can feel sad that I don't have more money. OR...
I can be glad that my finances encourage me to plan my purchases wisely and guide me away from waste.
Today I can grumble about my health, OR...
I can rejoice that i am alive.
Today I can lament over all that my parents didn't give me when i was growing up, OR...
I can feel grateful that they allowed me to be born.
Today I can cry because roses have thorns, OR...
I can celebrate that thorns have roses.
Today i can mourn my lack of friends, OR...
I can excitedly embark upon a quest to discover new relationships.
Today I can whine because i have go to work, OR...
I can shout for joy because i have a job to go to.
Today i can complain because i have to go to school, OR...
Eagerly open my mind and fill it with new little bit of knowledge.
Today I can murmur dejectedly because i have to do housework. OR...
I can feel honored because the Lord has provided shelter for my mind,body and soul.
Today stretches ahead of me , waiting to be shaped.
And here I am. the sculptor who gets to do to the shaping.
What today will be like is up to me.
I get to choose what kind of day I will have !
Have a GREAT DAY everyone !
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Because of Twitter
Because of Twitter, sometimes we forget the joy of being alone.
Because of Twitter, we rarely completely enjoy something since we are now too busy tweeting about that.
Because of Twitter, we lose the excitement of getting to know strangers.
Because of Twitter, we speculate too much over something.
Because of Twitter, it becomes too easy for us to believe in something though we have not proven that what we read is true.
Because of Twitter, we judge people only upon what they write.
Because of Twitter, our mask gets thicker, and thicker, yet it becomes easier for us to fake ourselves.
Because of Twitter, we think we know someone too much.
Because of Twitter, we stalk people, we want to know everything about them.
Because of Twitter, sometimes we don’t respect people’s privacy anymore.
Because of Twitter, we forget that we are human who have the ability to control our behavior and blame a social networking website instead.
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