pathetic

i wanna ask you .

you !

yes . you who read this .

have you ever think that you're perfect ?! so that you can arbitrarily judge other people with your-narrow-thinking ? have you feel free from mistakes so you can judge me with arbitrarily ? i dont think so .

sometimes i want to be indifferent to the people who like to judge me arbitrarily. sometimes i just want to look away and smile when there are some people who swore. 

but .. i tired to go on pretending to look "baik-baik-saja" when i know that they provide an assessment is completely wrong to me. disappointed, angry, sadness, all mixed but i am not the type that can express my mood easily at that time. sometimes i want to shout out loud in front of them that "HEY, I DO NOT LIKE WHAT YOU THINK" i just want them to realize and understand that i also have feelings and have limitations, so they do not deserve to judge me.

do you realize that what you've done very disturbing to me? i feel angry and want to kill you ! grrrrr...

and for that, i just feel sorry for people like you. willing to "waste-your-time" to meddle in the affairs of others. not God created us with the advantages and disadvantages of each? have not we created to complement each other rather than judge each other? life is too short to waste your time with things that are not profitable at all for you. please be aware that !